"nakakahiya. parang napaka-baboy kong tao para gawin yun. ewan ko kung may mukha pa kong mahaharap. kasi siguro may sinabihan na siya sa ngyari. pero may magagawa ba ko? eh kahihiyan at pag kawala ng dignidad lang naman yung mawawala sakin, eh siya nasaktan. bahala na. kung anong mangyari.. mangyari."
I tried my very best to tell everything. Now it’s up to you to listen to it.. or not.
I think everything is my fault. I should’ve not done it in the first place. But I did. And what’s bad about that is that.. I didn’t told you everything. Maybe you thought that I left you hanging. But that’s not what I meant. I did that with no reason at all. This is all my fault. And I should accept each and every consequence that this dilemma will give me. If this will end in a break up, then fine. If that is the only way to take the pain out of your chest.. I will do it for your sake. Maybe you’re thinking that I don’t like or even love you anymore. It’s not what I meant. It’s just that some relationships have to take risks. Someone has to let go in order for one to feel a lot better. If you think you can’t handle this situation anymore nor you can’t find any solution to fix this problem, no matter how hard this situation is for you and me.. DO IT.